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| Friday, June 30, 2006 |
| Menantikan rasa aman itu.... |
Kalau gue harus milih satu hal yang harus ada dalam sebuah hubungan percintaan (Ampun deh bahasa gue), gue definitely akan milih security. Maksudnya I need to feel secure with someone that I have a relationship with. Gue bukan lagi ngomongin masalah sekuriti, ato materi. Gue ngomongin rasa aman.
Rasa aman kalo gue gak bakal sendirian menghadapi masalah.
Rasa aman kalo gue gak bakal sendirian menjalani hidup ini.
Rasa aman yang membuat gue akan selalu pulang ke 'sarang' gue.
Rasa aman yang bikin gue gak mampu berpaling dari dirinya walaupun yang lain menawarkan pesona menggoda lainnya.
Rasa aman yang mampu membuat gue percaya kalau waktu tidak akan membunuh perasaan ini.
Rasa aman yang memberikan kenyamanan dalam menjalani hubungan.
Rasa aman yang tidak akan berubah walau kebosanan dan kesedihan menghampiri.
Rasa aman ketika ternyata gue mengalami baby blues.
Rasa aman ketika semua orang meninggalkan gue, tetapi dia tetap di samping gue.
Rasa aman yang mampu membuat gue percaya akan artinya kebesaran dan kesabaran hati.
Rasa aman dari pasangan gue kalau gue akan baik-baik saja bersamanya.
Karena gue tau, semua hubungan pasti ada naik turunnya, ada senang sedihnya, ada tangis dan tawa, ada marah dan memaafkan. Dan rasa aman itu yang bisa membuat semuanya lebih indah..
Now, I just have to wait for someone that has the courage to give that kind of security. And I know that's worthy.. And I'll be waiting....... |
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| Ironical Bitch... |
I miss to be missed...
but I want to know if it's fair.
Coz, I understand sometimes feeling is just a little feeling..
And I dont have the patience to find the answer ...
what kind of feeling that I have right now..
Big or Little...
Sigh.............................. |
| posted by gitabanget @ 2:14 AM |
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| Thursday, June 29, 2006 |
| Hapus Aku.... dari hidupmu |
yakinkan aku Tuhan, dia bukan milikku..
biarkan waktu... waktu... hapus aku
sadarkan aku Tuhan, dia bukan milikku
biarkan waktu...waktu... hapus aku (Nidji-Hapus Aku)
Tuhan ternyata walau sudah berapa lama ...
Aku belum bisa berdamai dengan diri sendiri...
Mungkin perlu waktu yang lebih lama lagi..
Aku hanya perlu bersabar..
Tuhan temani aku disini......
Agar aku selalu merasa tenang
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| Wednesday, June 28, 2006 |
| Three days... so far |
Three days so far.. that I woke up at five in the morning. did the jogging, did the Subuh Prayer, and arrived at office at nine o clock..
Wow a very great improvement....
U GO, GIRL..
support me please... heheheheheh |
| posted by gitabanget @ 3:21 AM |
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| Tuesday, June 27, 2006 |
| liriknya afterglow inxs |
"Afterglow"
Here I am, lost in the light of the moon that comes through my window
Bathed in blue, the walls of my memory divide the thorns from the roses
It's you and the roses
Touch me and I will follow in your afterglow
Heal me from all this sorrow
As I let you go I will find my way when I see your eyes
Now I'm living in your afterglow
Here I am, lost in the ashes of time, but who wants tomorrow?
In between the longing to hold you again
I'm caught in your shadow, I'm losing control
My mind drifts away, we only have today
Touch me and I will follow in your afterglow
Heal me from all this sorrow
As I let you go I will find my way
I will sacrifice 'til the blinding day when I see your eyes
Now I'm living in your afterglow
When the faith has gone as I let you go, as I let you go
Touch me and I will follow in your afterglow
Heal me from all this sorrow
As I let you go I will find my way, I will sacrifice
Now I'm living in your afterglow
Bathed in blue, the walls of my memory divide the thorns from the roses
It's you who is closest
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| posted by gitabanget @ 5:49 AM |
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| Wednesday, June 21, 2006 |
| Show US LOVE |
Well. Why everyone can go to anywhere they want, but I can't... Hiks hiks hiks. I want to go to venice, but I don;t have any money.
So all that I can do rite now is just listing the three first priority destination that me and my friends want to go..
Me: I want to go to Cancun, Venice, Yunani
Intan: She wants to go to France, Cancun, Swiss
Tenny: She wants to go to Turkey, Ibiza, Venice
Farid: He wants to go to Mecca, Spain, Italy
Winky: She wants to go to South Africa, Maldives, Greenwich
Helda: She wants to go France, London, Ibiza
Fia: She wants to go to Yunani, Swiss, Egypt
Widi: She wants to go to Japan, Italy, Carribean
Beth: She wants to go to Yunani, Thailand, Egypt
Fifi: She wants to go to Venice, Thailand, Hawaii
Ulloh: He wants to go to Anyer, Bali, Bandung
So, anyone who wants to give us free tickets will be considered as our friends. hwehwhhhwhwh |
| posted by gitabanget @ 9:36 PM |
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| Friday, June 16, 2006 |
| Benefit of coffee |
Akhirnya jawaban atas pertanyaan gue selama ini. Mengapa ngopi-ngopi selalu bikin loe bisa cerita banyak dan kenapa ngafe-ngafe itu menyenangkan. Ternyata jawabannya bukan di atmosfir kafe ato apalah itu. Tapi ternyata karena kopi punya manfaat "berbahaya' di belakangnya. Yeah, in my condition, sometimes makes me reveal my secrets..
Merayu wanita memang perlu keahlian khusus. Tapi kalau semua cara sudah dikerahkan dan tetap gagal, coba ajak wanita tersebut minum kopi. Penelitian terbaru membuktikan minuman satu ini dipercaya bisa meluluhkan hatinya. Masa' sih?
Begitulah hasil yang ditemukan peneliti dari Universitas Queensland. Penelitian mereka membuktikan kopi bisa merangsang seseorang untuk menjadi tertarik dengan bahan pembicaraan yang dilontarkan. Tak hanya itu saja, kandungan kafein dalam kopi juga bisa membuat orang tertarik dengan bahan pembicaraan yang sebelumnya enggan dibahas.
Intinya, sejumlah kadar kafein dalam minuman bisa membuat seseorang lebih mudah dirayu atau dibujuk. Kafein juga dipercaya dapat membuat wanita lebih mudah berkata 'iya'.
Kencan yang berjalan tak sesuai harapan juga bisa berubah hangat dengan bantuan kopi. Kadar kafein dalam kopi bisa meningkatkan kemampuan otak dalam mencerna informasi. Hasil dari proses tersebut, pendirian atau perilaku seseorang bisa berbeda.
Kenapa kafein membuat orang lebih mudah dirayu? Menurut penelitian ini adalah kemungkinan karena kafein bisa membuat mood seseorang lebih baik dan lebih positif. Nah, kondisi itu membuat pikiran seseorang lebih terbuka.
Tapi, hasil penelitian tersebut tidak bisa disamakan pada semua kondisi. Menurut ilmuwan lain dari Australia, kafein hanya bisa mencapai efek yang tersebut di atas jika seseorang benar-benar sedang fokus pada permasalahan yang dibahas. Ketika perhatian mereka teralih, bisa saja hasilnya menjadi tidak maksimal. Well, selamat mencoba (detikHot) |
| posted by gitabanget @ 2:27 AM |
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| What is your status in your friendster account? |
there are some options that you can choose to indicate your relationship with someone.
First, single = you can choose this one, if you are not seeing someone, or if you are attached to someone but you don't wanna make other people know it. Maybe, because your partner is such a jackass or you are doing the backstreet thing.
Second, in a relationship = it means you are having a relationship with someone and you are okay to show it to the world. But, I also know some people in my account who choosing this status because they don't like to be known as a single person. WDF. Please get real.
Third, it's complicated = Sometimes, I chose this status if I don't know how to describe my relationship. BTW, you can choose this option if you are having relationship with more than one person. Why? BEcause it will save your ass.
Fourth, Married = Yeah, you know what does is suppose to mean? It means you are unable to hook up with other person beside your partner. Or maybe you have other definition. Like my friend who choose this status, (although he haven't married yet), because he want to declare his faith to his girlfriend.
Fifth, Open Relationship = three words? teman tapi mesra. You are seeing someone, but you and your parther are able to discover the world. What a nice status if you don't want to attach to someone or if you have the commitment phobia. Oh yeah, btw friendster's team changed this status to domestic parthers, didn't they?
So, which one do you choose......It's up to you..
But, be careful with your choice, coz sometimes when people see your status, the interpretation can be different with yours..
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| posted by gitabanget @ 12:47 AM |
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| Thursday, June 15, 2006 |
| soundtrack of the day.. |
"Losing A Friend"
You're losing a friend
You got it all wrong
I'ts not about revenge
But you're losing a friend
I didn't see it coming
With my head stuck in the sand
But now I'm loosing a friend
And it's keeping me up
It's the ribbons I tied
I would rather just die
Go to hell and crawl back
Than let you go
You're losing a friend
You jeopardise me
Bad bad blood on your hands
And see, you're losing a friend
I'm fickle and I'm vain
And you trick me over and over again
And now I'm losing you
And it's killing me
It's the strings that I tie
I would rather just die
Go to hell and crawl back
Then let it all go
My mistake
To lose you
Oh no, oh no!
So this the end now
I'm losing you
Oh, look at you!
Look what you're wasting
You're losing a friend
Oh no, oh no!
I'm losing a friend
Oh, oh oh no
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| posted by gitabanget @ 10:01 PM |
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| Wednesday, June 14, 2006 |
| BANGSAT |
BANGSAT>> BANGSAT...
Katanya loe professional and very dedicated to your job.. TAPI KENAPA BISA AMPE REVISI 12 KALI untuk hal-hal yang gak penting. DAN MENURUT LOE REVISI MINOR>..............
FUCK |
| posted by gitabanget @ 12:07 AM |
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| Tuesday, June 13, 2006 |
| horoscopenya fs... gila pas bangett |
OH WDF, kenapa horoscope si friendster itu selalu bisa matching yah.. gila... kacauuuuu hebat banget tuh fs. The Bottom Line Feel like you're banging your head against a wall with someone? Give up, move on. In Detail When relationships end, that's not a failure. Whether personal or professional, the connection you have with someone is coming to a close, and it's for the best. You've been banging your head against the wall for a while now, and kudos to you for giving it your all; but when something just isn't working, it isn't working. No one is the bad guy in this scenario -- but both of you need to let go of this situation and seek your own solutions elsewhere. Gilaaaa, gue sampai speechless baca ini ramalan.. kok bisa yah sesuai gitu....
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| IS IS THE TIME? |
IS IT THE TIME WHEN I HAVE TO SAY "I AM NOT HAPPY".
sUD I STAY OR SUD I GO..
I HATE MYSELF WHEN I DON'T HAVE ANY REASON TO SAVE THE PERFECT RELATIONSHIP THAT WE DO HAVE BEFORE..
BUT WHEN THE ANGER AND HATE COLLIDE, I CAN ONLY PRAY FOR THE BEST.
COZ THE TEARS I CRIED WON'T SOLVE THE PROBLEM..
PEOPLE DO CHANGE.. BUT YOURSELF CAN CHOOSE WHICH PATH YOU WANT.
AND HONESTLY I DONT WANT THIS ANYMORE.... |
| posted by gitabanget @ 5:20 AM |
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I think that you would stand beside me that time. Well, you were not. So I guess what is the meaning of “U can count on me” anyway? But, this makes me open my eyes. That there is no one that you can trust except yourself That there is no one that you can trust except yourself
That there is no one that you can trust except yourself That there is no one that you can trust except yourself THANKS
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| Thursday, June 08, 2006 |
| kind of a "No abortion, please" song |
Nidji - Child
I am one
I am child
I’m the saint who’s much in love
I’m the pain
electric pain
but if thunder’s in the rain
I’m the blood
I’m the key
you are ever great who’s blessed in union
let them born
into this world
let them sing into the sky
I will be fading
I will be fading and
I will be fading
as your child
as your child
don’t let go
don’t be frightened
don’t be scared and
don’t be late
I am one
I am child
I’m the saint who’s much in love
and I will be fading
I will be fading
I will be fading and
I will be fading
as your child
as your child
and I will be fading
I will be fading
my mama
I will be fading
as your child
as your child
I’m your child
I’m your child
I’m your child
I’m — you’re — my..ma..ma..
I’m your child
I’m your child
I’m your child
I’m — you’re — my..ma..ma..
I’m your child
I’m your child
I’m your child
I’m — you’re — my..ma..ma..
I’m your child…I’m your child…I’m your…*sigh* |
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What kind of a person are you?
What would you answer if someone's asking you that question?
I mean, will you say that you are a very good person, sweet person, and nice person..?
if someone's asking me the question..
I will definitely say that I was such a weird person..
Some people will comment my answer as a negative person.
Some people will say that I can't give any positive words for myself.
But, i DON;T CARE WHAT PEOPLE SAY..
COZ FOR ME A WEIRDOS SOMETIMES CAN BE AN EXTRAORDINARY... |
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| Tuesday, June 06, 2006 |
| Let's sing together |
"Free Loop"
I'm a little used to calling outside your name
I wont see you tonight
so I can keep from going insane
But I don't know enough,
I get some kinda lazy day
Hey yeah
I've been fabulous through to fight my town a name
I'll be stooped tomorrow if I don't leave as them both the same
But I dont know enough,
I get some kinda lazy day
Hey yeah
Cause it's hard for me to lose
In my life I've found only time will tell
And I will figure out that we can baby
We can do a one night stand, yeah
And it's hard for me to lose in my life
I've found outside your skin right near the fire
That we can baby
We can change and feel alright
I'm a little used to wandering outside the rain
You can leave me tomorrow if it suits you just the same
But I don't know enough,
I need someone who leaves the day
Hey yeah
Cause it's hard for me to lose
In my life I've found only time will tell
And I will figure out that we can baby
We can do a one night stand, yeah
And it's hard for me to lose in my life
I've found outside your skin right near the fire
That we can baby
We can change and feel alright
Cause it's hard for me to lose
In my life I've found only time will tell
I will figure out that we can baby
We can do a one night stand, yeah
And it's hard for me to lose in my life
I've found outside your skin right near the fire
That we can baby
We can change and feel alright
Cause it's hard for me to lose
In my life I've found only time will tell
And I will figure out that we can baby
We can do a one night stand, yeah
And it's hard for me to lose in my life
I've found outside your skin right near the fire
That we can baby
We can change and feel alright |
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| Monday, June 05, 2006 |
| I get bored easily |
| I get bored easily... I don't know why. Maybe it runs in my blood.. Or maybe it's just me who cannot stay in one place.. Gosh, this is supposed to be deeper than this bullshit that I wrote. But, I just bored... Why o why.. |
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| Friday, June 02, 2006 |
| at that cafe... |
I miss the moment..
when we shared all our thoughts and tears.
I miss the moment..
when we're just sitting there in the corner with four glasses of coffee.
One for you and the rest were mine.
You just said that I have to stop drinking the caffeine, Coz too many coffee would keep me awake all night.
I just laughed and said, " No way. Don't tell me that kind of crap. You know that's just a suggestic thought."
Then we laughed together and made the others looked at us in pathetic way..
But, we didn't care about that..
Then.. a minute gone away.
Suddenly the sadness filled my heart..
ooughh, "Four minutes to go before our last goodbye. Can we just stop the time, coz I don't think I can say that words to you."
You just said, "Time is not in our hand to control. But, don't you realize that we are truly blessed?"
"Why? I can't find any reason to fill blessed anyway," my eyes started to blurry.
"Coz, We have our time to say goodbye, when many don't have the chance." his hand touched my hair the way he used when I was so upset.
I just kept silent.....
And the silence remains until now..
P.s I miss you although I have already said my goodbye.. Is that Alright?
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| Thursday, June 01, 2006 |
| The final is over |
Yesss... Let's scream out loud and say, "The Final is Over and welcome the Long Long holiday". Yes, semalam akhirnya seluruh final test gue selesai... dan tinggal menunggu hasilnya tiga bulan lagi. Selama tiga bulan itu, berarti adalah kesempatan buat gue untuk berlibur.
Gue gak perlu lari-lari dari kantor karena telat masuk kuliah dan gak perlu bangun pagi di sabtu buat kuliah.. Dan yang paling penting gue bisa nonton bara di acara gula-gula.
You know, i'll always have a crush with a guy who can cook.. And to be honest, although i don;t know if he is straight or gay, I definitely don;t care about it.
Well, I guess I will have to say, "have a happy happy holiday for you guys, all my college mate."!!!!
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