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| Sunday, September 24, 2006 |
| The Guilty Feeling! |
Mencari kata pembuka yang tepat untuk menulis artikel ini mungkin adalah hal yang paling sulit yang pernah gue lakukan. Semua kata terlihat seperti kurang bermakna. Tetapi, bila tidak dituliskan rasa bersalah ini semakin menyesakkan.
Pernahkah loe berjanji ke seseorang tetapi ternyata janji itu tak pernah akan terpenuhi, karena dia sudah "pergi". Well, that's happened to me last Friday. One of my best friend, Vivi, died because of tbc. And the saddest thing that I haven't seen her since she got to the hospital. And I've already promised to visit her on Sunday. But, God has another plan for her, I guess.
So, honestly, gue sudah merelakan kepergiannya. Gue hanya menyesalkan kenyataan gue tidak pernah mendapatkan kesempatan untuk berada di sebelahnya ketika ia pergi. Dan, ternyata bagi gue, menghilangkan rasa bersalah lebih sulit dibandingkan merelakan kepergiannya.
Tapi, sudahlah.. Mungkin satu-satunya cara untuk menghilangkan rasa bersalah ini adalah untuk mengingat segala kenangan terbaik yang pernah gue dan vivi alami.
My first meeting when she was introduced as the new operator in my first office. For a while, we just shared hi and smile. Until, One day she approached me at my desk and suddenly we talked about a lot things. Then, the friendship started... We shared so many secrets, stories, and experiences.
The good thing about vivi, she always surprised me with her courage and spirit in life. She really had no boundaries, although sometimes I have to give some advises. But, she always bounced back. Even when the shittest things happened, she was so brave to overcome them.
She had a very bright side that many people didn't know. And, I know that she loved her family very much and willing to sacrifice anything for their happiness.
Now, even she was gone forever, I know that she would always be the memory that I could never erase. She left me with a lesson of life. Rest In Peace, My Dear VIVI......
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