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| Thursday, March 31, 2005 |
| Lost my faith in you.. |
Hmm, setelah isi blog yang penuh cinta cinta beberapa waktu yang lalu. Sekarang adalah waktu yang tepat untuk menulis tentang kehilangan kepercayaan dan perasaan. I was having a relationship with this guy. Yeah He was the best at that time and I couldn't resist the feeling grew. but, later, well actually in these few days. I lost the feeling and the faith in him. Dunno why and everytime I've tried to find the answer. I feel so guilty and empty.
Maybe, the boredom kills the feeling. Or maybe I still cant forgive and forget THE MISTAKE that he have done before. Yes, I've got to admit that it doesn't feel alrite after all. BUt above all this feeling, why I'm still there beside him, laugh when he tell not so funny jokes, and trying to look into his eyes without showing all the sadness. And why I keep thinking that we will be better and someday that we will be happy together. I still go to him when I was so fucking stress and need some hug. I think that I depend on him so much. Gosh, I hate the word, depend. I wish it;s not that word, I wish it is another word. Sincere and deep.
I know that I sud find a way to solve this coz if not I;m gonna hurt myself more and more. And also it will hurt him too. But, I dunno. Is it okay to let time do the action? |
posted by gitabanget @ 1:34 AM   |
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yeah, it could be the reason
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yeah, it could be the reason